Jerzy Ruszczynski 1953/1974
Niedokonczony stan wystep
„...I noticed that drawings made from nature have other line, remembered from nature other, and other line from thinking over. This process is executed subconscious.
14.XI.1985.
I feel that creation of that two drawings, which I’m painting now, is some kind of conscious loss, giving in to some whirl, but real beauty, true essence of art is somewhere close to me. I can feel it in some moments. I can’t call, understand and touch it even by thought but I feel its presence.
I look for and think that the real way to art is creating a big amount of small kitschy drawings.
In moments when the time of my creation increases I frequently feel "art". This fact proves irrefutably that understanding art requires work. Painting. While creation and through creation the person is closed to art even if creation is just a fun to classes. I still have many defects in technique in spite of using watercolor ground coat. It is insignificant correction but still dissatisfying....."
21 x 29,7 cm
1974